Out Of Focal Point
Happy Belated Birthday to my one and only,
AMY WINEHOUSE.
You know that I FUCKKING LOVE HER!
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Preliminary examination is still ongoing, few papers left
and there I would go celebrating Hari Raya.
I can’t wait for the day.
I would enjoy every minute but not most of the time.
Of course, not going to waste all the free time.
Have to be professional a little this time, in managing my
own time revising schoolwork.
I’m sure everything would be a real mess, one hand a pen and
the other a slice of cake.
Nothing great these days but I really want to thank Sri, for her
time tutoring Nurul and I in Mathematics and a little bit in Biology.
As usual, I should say I screwed up my Mathematics paper earlier
this morning but I did try the questions wanting my explicit answers.
At the last page of the paper, a thread of line says…
“Losers give up, winners try hard.”
That gave me the determination to try every question even though I was
running out of time. But to determine it is the correct answer, that
basically took me 5 to 10 minutes.
Such a waste of time.
For my Biology, I did effortlessly, but stumbled on the last section of
the questions. Why effortlessly? Not because of me being very good in that
subject but because of the fact that I was scribbling bullocks on the paper.
But, nevertheless, I did attempt the questions.
To all my mates! All the best for tomorrow’s Principle Of Accounts and
two other papers on Thursday and Friday, okay?
No matter what, you got to try every single question.
Believe in yourself, be confident with your answer, just like how I did
for my Biology. Exception for Mathematics.
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What is there to hide?
Why do we have to be ashamed of the things that we think might not be
appropriate or things that can hurt other people’s feelings?
I mean… I think as a human, we have the right to say whatever we’re not
quite fond of like speak frankly but with no intention to hurt their feelings.
Sometimes even though it is hard, we have to. We have to be thick skin for
a little while and for once, put ourself first before others.
But that does not mean they have to listen to the crap we’re drooling.
At the same time, we have to ensure that things happen for a reason,
the cause, if it is obvious, just admit it.
Sometimes, in fact, most of the time, we cannot run away from that shameful
moment.
We have to have a stance and work that right.
Got to get one.
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The internet connection has been a pain in the butt for the past few days.
Extremely slow! I have to refresh every opened windows.
A bud will soon develop on that brown bum.
Ah!
This Friday, my party people will be stomping the Geylang’s yard right after
my supplementary class. To those who wants to join in the fun, please feel
free to join us, and don’t forget to inform Lee Ronson for whatever enquiries
you want to enquire. Alright?
Oh FUCK!! This connection is stabbing me from and through my anus, man!
Back and forth!
Oh No! That absolutely sounds real insane.
No, no! I’m not turning nuts, neither a maniac.
BAGUS,
Lee Ronson
